I am now in TAIWAN- TAIPEI!! Yes. Finally!! But honestly there is nothing much and kinda boring. I am supposed to be sleeping at this hour actually since its gonna be another long day tomorrow. But just wanna share some stuff to myself, note it down before I totally forgot about what is going through my head currently. Well... I actually finally got to see some info on him, and read some of my old post of how things were in the past (which actually spur me on to write this post). It made me rememeber many small yet nice and sweet things that happened, before everything turned sour. It also made me thought of this phase I once said, "the moment you came in to my life, have you thought of the day you walk out". It is amazing how two person who was once so so close became a total stranger. It's as if those days never existed. How interesting that time could actually make so much changes to one's life. There is two possibilities- one: there wasn't real or it's not love, two: love don't really last. I am also very amazed at how I actually enjoyed or portrayed that feeling of love, which I pretty much lost now. Is it cause that's was my very first relationship, and that everything now is no longer something new? I'm kinda lost. Seriously, what is love? How do you define it? And how will I know I am in one and it's actually the real deal? I know the issue lies with me since both did complained that too little attention is given. But... I don't know why am I this way. Is it cause it's not love that's why I am this way, or I'm this way that's why it's not love. I'm confused. I do love to get back the feelings I used to have when all I want is the company of you.

♥ 2:59 AM

Looking at my friend's graduation photos. I felt so much disappointment with myself. It is a huge disappointment to have come so far, putting so much effort and having my family giving so much hope, and yet not be able to graduate successfully. The thought of going back with nothing made me feel so ashamed with myself. Sadly, I brought this upon myself and have no one else to blame but me.

♥ 2:33 PM

I have to pretend that I don't know or don't care to make myself feel better...

♥ 4:46 PM

Sometimes things are tough to understand. Doing something well makes people hate you. Does it mean not to do well?
What I always believed is friends don't treat friends this way. Or am I just being insensitive?
Anyway it is just depressing. I should probably lie in the future.

♥ 5:11 PM

Well well... I haven't touched this blog for...... years? Probably a year or so.
I was like thinking i should just left it as it is since life changed and no one really bothers about blogging anymore. Maybe other then xx. But.. till blogger sent me an email saying about changing some stuff and the blog will be closed down if did not do this or that, that i started think it will be a waste if everything i wrote will be gone... right?

Since no one will be reading this blog... hopefully mj doesn't (he just reminded me of my blog a few days ago). I guess i can rant all unhappiness over here, where it is accessible to the whole world, but nobody knows. Hahaha...

Life have changed, things changed, people came and went too... I'm now situated in Australia. Typing away here when my friends are thinking i'm typing away for my literature review. This.. i believe is something the me on the post before this didn't expect will happen. Good or bad? I dont know..

Miss food, miss life, miss people in Singapore.


Gatton is a.... S.H.

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