T_T... My brother's crying. All of a sudden i feel so guilty for calling him names like asshole, idiot etc. whan i'm so mad that his using the computer. I LOVE YOU, MY BROTHER!!!

My mother just finish saying her piece of mind, nagging abt how lazy her kids were, as usual. Sometimes i think she expects too much from her kids. It's like she wants her kids to be so damn intelligent, well-behaved, studying whenever she sees them, doing ALL the housework (cause her legs feels itchy whenever she comes back home, and she's blaming us for that). Wonderkids~

Well, u reap what u sow u know. U cant expect a genius kid when u and ur husband aren't that smart. That's the way of life.

It's a daily routine that when she comes back, she will start nagging, abt our cups, the clothes, the floor, the basin. Den she will start saying how she wished she could die early so to see us suffer without her blah blah blah. -.-'' Haiz...

Most of this will be all blamed to my brother, cause...

1. His not good at his studies.
2. His the only guy in the house.
3. I will give attitude and argue back while he will just listen and do.
4. Maybe cause my mother couldn't out-talk my dad so she take it all out at my brother whom kinda resembles my father somehow.
5. Or could be cause his not that good-looking?

Well... I must admit i rather she blame everything to my brother otherwise i will be the one suffering the same fate as him now. My poor bother. I guess he couldnt take it anymore that's why he hid in my room to cry. Hao Ke lian. T_T

Sometimes i cant stand my mum. She always comepare us with herself when she's a kid/teenager or some other mo mo kids which is better den us of course. Why must she always compare us with the better ones and not the lousier ones? Are we really that bad, dumb, ill-breds? I think she's very fortunate to have us. Such well-behaved, innocents children. Haiz.. humans just wont realise how fortunate they are.

♥ 10:45 PM

U'll never know how bad ur life can be.
When everything does not go as u wish, people doesn't bother abt ur existance, blaming u for things u never hoped for or when ur not able to meet the expectation of the people around u which disappoint them and regret that they even have hopes on u.

How come it's always those people around u that have the greatest ability to make u feel so bad abt urself?
Just one comment or action from them is able to pull u down, destroy all ur confidence. Make u feel like ur on ur own and they don care!

Otherwise, it is how unfair life can be.
There's people who have the perfectest life! While some wished they've never been born, cause their birth will only reflect how fortunate the others are.

Humans are the meanest creature on earth!

♥ 12:03 AM

-.-
Yet another boring day.
Bored to the extand that i don even have the mood to watch my show, princess hours. So i'm here blogging.

Today, i did some stuffs which i don normally do. Well, i made a pact with my bro that he could play from 12-6 and the rest of the day will be mine. So for that 6 hrs... I really didnt know wat i could do. I watched lion king 2, hmm.. lions can be handsome as well. haha

After that show, i dotz awhile den decided to sweep the floor of my house. Don know why, but all of the sudden i just feel like sweeping. While sweeping, i was thinking of all kinds of stuffs. Then i thought of wat if one day stupid guy were to come to my house? And one thing that he mustn't see was how dirty the toilet in my house was! Which is highly not possible. The toilet in my house can be compared with those public toilets and it will be a difficult decision to decide which will win.
Yap.. Imagine.

It have not been cleaned for like don know how long. Therefore... I went to scrub the toilet. The walls, the floor, the sink, the bowl. Waha lisi, i bet u never did this b4. ^_^ V
Haha... i used the scrub for the toilet bowl to scrub the entire toilet.
I don know how much time i spent cleaning the toilet. But it's really tiring. Now it's sparkling clean... Erm.. well, alot better then before. haha
It's really fulfilling to see the result of ur hard work! But i aren't gonna do that again.

After that, it's back to watching tv.
My life is so~ boring. Sian Sian Sian..

♥ 7:48 PM

Went to watch movie with lisi yesterday, She's The Man. Great show! Very funny. Haha... Lucky thing i went to watch. Lisi is crazy over the guy. OMG.. Keep saying ''oh, that guy very handsome''. -.- Read her blog and u'll know. She can even drool over guys?! my my...

I'm so attracted to the stomach of that guy, so sexy.. I wan to have one as well! Oh~ I'm gonna train out one.

♥ 10:49 AM

♥ 9:47 PM

^^
Changed a new blogskin again. One thing i like abt blogs is that i can decorate them as nice as possible. So cool. I'll change my blogskin more often. Ahh... Once again i asked my cousin to help me put up a tagboard for me. Forgot to save the previous one. -.- Thanks.

Yap. My holidays is here. 2 weeks holiday. So short. Unlike sec. school, 1 month holiday. Sian sian sian.. Let's see, i wan to Shop, watch the korean vcds lent by my friend, er.. watch tv... sleep... watch tv.. -.-. That's all. Fine, i have a boring life. Cant wait to go for the malaysia trip! So good..

Hmm.. I'm really a fortunate person. I have all my body parts attached normally on me, presentable looks, great family(somehow), great friends, boyfriend, a comfortable bed, a roof over my head. Fortunate huh? I also believe my luck is very good. I relay on my luck alot. And i can feel that it's running out soon. I guess my mum gave me too much of it that landed her in such state. Haiz.. Right now, i think my family is in a mess. My dad sold the shop which is like the gold mine of my family? Well, maybe our food source? Anyway, i suppose my mum's getting a divorce. Sell the house den move to my 5th aunt house. -.-

I'm such an unfortunate Girl.

♥ 8:02 PM