It's holiday right now.
What i wanted after so long. But yet, i cant seem to enjoy a single bit. Why?

It's like... when I'm stuck at home, i wanted to find someone to go out asap. And yet, when I'm abt to go out, i don feel like going out at all. Zzz...

Seriously i don know what's going on in my life. There's this... emptiness. Whatever...

I've been having serious stomach ache these few days, laosai-ing, know? haha Like my digestive system got some serious problem! And i HATE shitting in public toilets. -.-''

And the weather got some serious problem as well. Warm like hell!
Gonna be the end of the world? I'm still young!


Haiz... Super pissed right now. Let me grumble. :)


I'm BORED!!!

-.-''... Stupid guy is still in Indonesia. Zzz... Must be because of this reason. It's making me feel like no one seems to care.
.... I'm overly dependent on him.


Things Change

♥ 3:20 AM

I'm bored, bored....

Seems like there's nothing for me to do. Though, i am suppose to study for P&M and biochem... Didnt have the mood to study AT ALL. Instead, i wanted my bro to teach me dotA. >.>...
Haha... I find it rather interesting. But at the same time, i suck at it.

So anyway... Today was a busy day. Test and presentations. And i went home right after sch. Felt kinda weird. Cause it's Friday and I'm going home. No life huh?

Hmmm... Last night, when my sis and i were abt to sleep, we started talking abt the bible. I'm not a Christan of course. But it's my sis who started going to church. So anyway, we're talking abt some teaching in it which says, ''To go to haven, u have to love god and ur neighbours.'' And den he illustrate further. It doesn't really goes to the pt. And we were trying to figure out, wat is it trying to say. Interesting eh?

Thus... We started talk abt all kinds of god stuffs(of all religion). There's a saying(Chinese saying) that says: u choose ur own path in life. U make ur own choices.
And den there's FATE. So... is it fate that made u choose that path? So fate have already planned out everything for u? So how do u still choose ur own path? Or we thought we chose it, but actual fact, it have been planned that u will choose it. haha... We keep wondering which.

Such things are really fun to think abt. hahaha...

I read an entry on xx blog where she says something like. Since gods are almighty, as u all know. So can he create something which is too heavy for him to lift? If he can, den wont he be not almighty already? Haha...

Some things to think abt...

Well... But i guess, it's a belief to make ppl know that there's someone there for u. Which is nice to know.
And of course, at the same time there's some things roaming ard.

It's just some cock stuffs. No offence. :)

Haiz... Stupid guy got camp! Zzz Wont be abt to see him.

It's 1.24 am and i haven't bathe. -.-''

♥ 12:54 AM

It's 2 am in the morning. AND I'M NOT DONE STUDYING!!!

Zzz.... Sian... I'm bored. Wanna watch bleach. -.-

♥ 2:02 AM