Is it still love, when all you felt is pain and agony?

Will it be love when u think that dying is the best solution?

It is love that, even when u think your no longer happy cause of all the fights and arguments?

Could it be love, that's why you never trust that person for a single second?




I sometimes understand, but yet sometimes i don't...

♥ 2:15 AM

everyone!

haha... Stupid guy says it's childish and ugly. The font i mean. But i wanna do something new.

It's the 1st day of CNY. I'm at home doing nothing. -.-... But I rather stay home and do nothing den go my GM house.

Alright... Let's talk abt v day. It's fun:)
Stupid guy My dear and i went to eat at jack's place... Which is super ex! And u can only have their valentine's day set.
The first was appetizer, some prawn salad with peach sauce or something + a glass of apple juice. Dear didn't wan any of it. -.- which is like 10 bucks. And i just ate the prawn. haha..
Next was the main course, where u can choose steak, lobster or salmon. We had steak. It was OK. not bad...
and desert + coffee/tea is served last.

All and all.... i didn't really enjoy the food cause I'm having block nose. So i cant taste anything. -.-.....

But it's the first time i had candle light dinner... haha 0.0

Anyway.... Best of alll. It's HOLIDAY!
Date me.... Anytimeeee.

♥ 6:54 PM

I feel like puking now. Eww... CAnt believe i ate 5 huge buns for dinner.
The kind of full is different from eating a proper meal. Yuck... I guess there's just buns and mineral water in my stomach now. -.-

Haiz... I'm sick. Having sore throat and block nose. Must be due to sleeping too late and eating too much low quality chocolate. My sis laaa... Her fault. haha

Tomorrow is valentine's day. I'm not really excited abt it. I guess it's because PH&N is on thurs. Don know which idiotic lecture scheduled the exam after valentine's day. I suppose he got no date that's why. >.> Must think of us ma. Haha... Loving couples have to celebrate de know? Important day! (I bet lisi feel like beating me up. haha) Just like those TP students have to study for their exams during CNY. So ke lian. HAHA...
Anyway... have to spare a thought for us.

Have to start studying~

♥ 11:50 PM

Soil Science exam is tomorrow.
-.-... I don feel like studying.

So far i didn't really get to sit down and read my notes for more den 30 mins. All the while i'm either watching tv while reading them, or i'll warm the chair for like 5 mins and start looking for things to do. Food especially. >.>

Die laaaaaaa......
I'm already in the holiday mood.

I WANNA GO SHOPPING!!!
But i got no money....

♥ 1:25 PM

I wasn't able to go online the pass few days. Cause my monitor black out on Tuesday.
Being unable to go online is.... torturing. -.-... What else can i do alone at home? TV? Sucks! No programmes in the morning. Channel 5, 8, U and kids central really have to do something abt their programmes. haha... Boring.

Anyway, the reason why I'm able to go online again is cause, my auntie found out that the wire connected to the monitor was unplugged. No wonder my monitor wasn't able to on. -.-''
Nvm~

Went to fly kite with dear yesterday. Fun~ haha... the kite is so ex. Cheapest is 15 bucks. Not that I'm cheapskate ok?! But just imagine... The risk of ur kite snapping is 50/50. Which mean ur kite may snap and fly away anytime. And there goes ur 15 bucks. haha... The previous kite snapped. That's why we have to buy a new one.
Anyway it was fun.

Play before? No? Never tried? WAhahaha.... haha

Don get con by the uncle hor! Buy a longer string. No fun if the kite can only fly to a short distance.

Valentine day is right before hydroponic. Sucks...
And soil science is on Monday. -.-... Haven even started. Die....

Cant wait till holidays:)


Just got my pay and I've spent almost half of it!
Yet to buy my new year clothes. Haiz....
Am i spending too much?

♥ 6:50 PM

Blogging... Starts to become boring.
Seems to have nothing interesting to talk abt my life.

It's not like i got nothing to do but go to sch or stay at home. I still have projects to rush, work, out... But that's nothing interesting to talk abt. >.>

My circle of friends is limited... Cause i don chat with ppl? Make friends with them?
-.-...
I'm not meeting lisi that frequent, no seeing stupid guy often. Come to think of it, that's the only 2 people i meet. I'm pathetic!
Saddening...

Anyway, think i'm not in a good mood lately. Quarrel with stupid guy over the slightest thing. Maybe it cause of stress.....
I'm having seriously hair fall problem. I'm balding! At the age of 17? *sniff*
How pathetic can my life get? I was told that i look alot better in sec school, cause i got more hair. >.>
Another reason to die.

Haiz... Exams coming... And soon it's new year.

Oh... I still owe the SP's library $66 for losing their precious book. Argh.... i left it at Wheelock toilet. I was hoping that that kind person might return the book for me. But sadly... Singaporeans are known as.... selfish people. Doubt it will happen.
How many of u guys will return the book for me?
haha... so... i have to pay $66. The book was $54. But including the GST and billing charges, from what i know from stupid guy. It becomes $66.
SP is out to cheat ppl lo. >.> wth...
Moreover, it's a 2nd hand book. It's still stated, NO REFUND if book found after payment made.
No wonder the sch is so damn rich. Scheming Poly.
haha... But it's still my fault to lose the book. -.-

Ok.... Fine

Blog next time...

♥ 12:14 AM

I hate life

♥ 1:21 AM