Xue Fen.
call me God,
for i'm the saviour of the environment.
Monday, July 06, 2009
I left school last week with aching legs.
Ran here and there, water plants, clean up the mess etc etc. Practically no time to sit and rest at all.
However when i got my pay, i felt a little guilty cause i don think I've worked good enough for that amount.
I'm paid for my knowledge but i don think I've given any.
Sigh.
Recently, when ever I'm alone, my mind starts thinking of things which i kept at the back of my head.
Irritating and painful. -.-
When will it end?
Another Sigh.
Ran here and there, water plants, clean up the mess etc etc. Practically no time to sit and rest at all.
However when i got my pay, i felt a little guilty cause i don think I've worked good enough for that amount.
I'm paid for my knowledge but i don think I've given any.
Sigh.
Recently, when ever I'm alone, my mind starts thinking of things which i kept at the back of my head.
Irritating and painful. -.-
When will it end?
Another Sigh.
♥ 9:58 PM
Thursday, June 25, 2009
For those of you who doesn't know, I'm now working in school, it has been 2 weeks.
And i have to go back to sch tomorrow, which isn't something to look forward to. -.-
I now have to check my e-mail, make sure I've read my practicals thoroughly to know what i have to do. Many other things which i don't do when i was studying.
And i never knew who is our school director until recently, and that she make a speech on our graduation.
It is rather stressful, to have so many smart ppl working at a place and your not one of them.
But so far, everyone have been really nice to me.
I am very lucky to have Estya helping/teaching me with her own time and keep having to answer my stupid questions(really really grateful),
and there's Ming Jie, Mark and Gloria in the same office, so it wasn't difficult to adapt and there's company for lunch. When their gone, I'll still have Nara(Esther's favourite)to have lunch with -as in eat pack food in the office.
Sooo.. Yap.
But then again, our frequency is quite off. They surf on plant webs and blabber plants scientific names when they sees plants.
Once, they were discussing about this story book which mark thinks was quite good, and got me interested(maybe another Harry Potter?). Only to find out that it was some plant/farmer story. -.-
It is when I meet up with ebellia and ask her what is a plant shoot and she replied,
''Shoot.. is a shoot lo.'' that i know I'm not alone. hahaha...
But they are really helpful(answering my dumb qns, solve my problems, clean the lab etc).
Thank You (:
there's more help needed in the future.
Hopefully everything will go well starting from tomorrow. -.-
And that I don't screw up. Please!
Worked and had a sumptuous dessert...meal with Ebellia.
Found that she have matured and became very independent.
Which made me think, what have I been doing.
I'm like still stuck at the times when I'm in sec school, and have not grown ever since.
And i have to go back to sch tomorrow, which isn't something to look forward to. -.-
I now have to check my e-mail, make sure I've read my practicals thoroughly to know what i have to do. Many other things which i don't do when i was studying.
And i never knew who is our school director until recently, and that she make a speech on our graduation.
It is rather stressful, to have so many smart ppl working at a place and your not one of them.
But so far, everyone have been really nice to me.
I am very lucky to have Estya helping/teaching me with her own time and keep having to answer my stupid questions(really really grateful),
and there's Ming Jie, Mark and Gloria in the same office, so it wasn't difficult to adapt and there's company for lunch. When their gone, I'll still have Nara(Esther's favourite)to have lunch with -as in eat pack food in the office.
Sooo.. Yap.
But then again, our frequency is quite off. They surf on plant webs and blabber plants scientific names when they sees plants.
Once, they were discussing about this story book which mark thinks was quite good, and got me interested(maybe another Harry Potter?). Only to find out that it was some plant/farmer story. -.-
It is when I meet up with ebellia and ask her what is a plant shoot and she replied,
''Shoot.. is a shoot lo.'' that i know I'm not alone. hahaha...
But they are really helpful(answering my dumb qns, solve my problems, clean the lab etc).
Thank You (:
there's more help needed in the future.
Hopefully everything will go well starting from tomorrow. -.-
And that I don't screw up. Please!
Worked and had a sumptuous dessert...meal with Ebellia.
Found that she have matured and became very independent.
Which made me think, what have I been doing.
I'm like still stuck at the times when I'm in sec school, and have not grown ever since.
It wasn't as bad as before.
But it aren't easy.
♥ 10:35 PM
Thursday, April 23, 2009
-.-... I'm really too lazy to blog.
Oh.. I now knows MJ and Vanessa reads my blog. :)
As for the comment box... Hmm... I'm trying to figure out how do i do it. haha
Hmm... For those of you who doesn't know, i have been keeping hamster for about a year already. With my laziness, would i trouble myself to keep one? I did thought of it though, It was my cousin's hamster. But he claims that he doesn't have time to look after since his going to army. So i took over the responsibility.
1 hamster died last year. Initially we thought it died cause of my negligence -.-... Den Stupid guy said maybe it was diabetes, and i immediately take that as the cause of my hamster death.
So recently, the other hamster was showing the same symptoms.
Oh.. I now knows MJ and Vanessa reads my blog. :)
As for the comment box... Hmm... I'm trying to figure out how do i do it. haha
Hmm... For those of you who doesn't know, i have been keeping hamster for about a year already. With my laziness, would i trouble myself to keep one? I did thought of it though, It was my cousin's hamster. But he claims that he doesn't have time to look after since his going to army. So i took over the responsibility.
1 hamster died last year. Initially we thought it died cause of my negligence -.-... Den Stupid guy said maybe it was diabetes, and i immediately take that as the cause of my hamster death.
So recently, the other hamster was showing the same symptoms.
- Increase in thirst; excessive drinking (check)
- Excessive peeing (check)
- Sudden weight loss/ weight gain (check)
- Tiredness/ excessive exercise
(Double check- it can even do pull ups from the top of the cage) - Irritability/ biting when the hamster doesn't bite before
(biting the cage non stop, at night) - Increase in hunger (Not sure)
So after that, we start moaning for it, since it's gonna die soon.
My mum decided to go to the pet store, with my sis to buy some food for it cause we ran out of it. And she bought back these:
And spent a total $41.45 on a dying hamster.
My sis kept complaining and said, the moment the sales person said we should let the hamster enjoy the last few days of its life, my mum agreed to get it. -.-
What was the most absurd was spending 20 bucks on a small spray to disinfect the cage (the blue one). -.-
Maybe it was nothing to some of you, but not for people like us who doesn't even have a house to stay.
But oh well, think the hamster is doing better these few days. AND, the sales person said that maybe it's not diabetes. Might be due to old age. So it's not my fault for feeding it grapes!
Saw some really gross pictures of hamster illness.. Such as hamster pus, protruding eye balls, tumours etc...
but too lazy to save and upload it here.
Till next time den
♥ 1:47 PM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Told you I'll update soon. Had a new skin too. (:
And update abt my life, slacking and feeling really broke.
It sucks when u don know what to do. Currently looking for a landscape designer job, which is almost impossible. -.-..
Seriously, who would hire someone who doesn't even knows how to draw perspective drawing?! With zero experience. Sigh..
OK.. Lets' talk about more interesting things.
Right now I'm sleeping in the living room! And every morning my mum wakes me up to sleep in the room. -.- Cause she wants to sweep & mop the floor.
It is really irritating to have to wake up when ur not done sleeping.
But at least I'm not alone in the living room. My bro's sleeps just beside. So every night, before sleeping, i would say something to irritate him.
Once... as usual we arguing, and he says we're not related(as usual -,-), den i told him.
Me: You know mummy told me- many years ago ard January.
It was raining heavily that night. And she heard someone crying.
(So i make a crying sound & he follows, making the crying sound too. I was thinking, is he thinking that I'm trying to tell a ghost story?)
Den! She found you in the bin.
She ask me to keep it a secret and not to tell you. But i think you should know.
He got very pissed after that, and said, "You know hate is a very strong word."
(-.-.. Doesn't makes sense)
Haha... I couldn't stop laugh after that. Funny wat.
I don know why it's really fun to disturb him. It's like the lamest(I'm not sure if there's such a word) things can irritate him.
Went out with him a few days back(something that happens very very seldom) for some health check up.
And update abt my life, slacking and feeling really broke.
It sucks when u don know what to do. Currently looking for a landscape designer job, which is almost impossible. -.-..
Seriously, who would hire someone who doesn't even knows how to draw perspective drawing?! With zero experience. Sigh..
OK.. Lets' talk about more interesting things.
Right now I'm sleeping in the living room! And every morning my mum wakes me up to sleep in the room. -.- Cause she wants to sweep & mop the floor.
It is really irritating to have to wake up when ur not done sleeping.
But at least I'm not alone in the living room. My bro's sleeps just beside. So every night, before sleeping, i would say something to irritate him.
Once... as usual we arguing, and he says we're not related(as usual -,-), den i told him.
Me: You know mummy told me- many years ago ard January.
It was raining heavily that night. And she heard someone crying.
(So i make a crying sound & he follows, making the crying sound too. I was thinking, is he thinking that I'm trying to tell a ghost story?)
Den! She found you in the bin.
She ask me to keep it a secret and not to tell you. But i think you should know.
He got very pissed after that, and said, "You know hate is a very strong word."
(-.-.. Doesn't makes sense)
Haha... I couldn't stop laugh after that. Funny wat.
I don know why it's really fun to disturb him. It's like the lamest(I'm not sure if there's such a word) things can irritate him.
Went out with him a few days back(something that happens very very seldom) for some health check up.
A long bus ride.
See the relation? Told you his from the bin.
So, anyway.. My bro starting school soon- 1st year in poly.
I'm so JEALOUS. I wanna go sch too. -.-
The album cover suits my Ipod, so i took a picture.
Have A Nice Day
♥ 2:33 PM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
I did not forget about this blog.
Just that I'm too lazy to do anything with it, plus i really got nothing much happening to blog about.
I'm planning to get a new blog skin, though i think my current one is nice.
Ok.. Gonna look for one, Will update soon!
I doubt anyone still visits this blog,
but let's pretend there is. -.-
haha
Just that I'm too lazy to do anything with it, plus i really got nothing much happening to blog about.
I'm planning to get a new blog skin, though i think my current one is nice.
Ok.. Gonna look for one, Will update soon!
I doubt anyone still visits this blog,
but let's pretend there is. -.-
haha
♥ 3:17 PM
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Attachment was over 2 weeks ago. But i was still working there last week.
Got myself into a rather, hmmm... i don know what situation due to my indecisiveness. I'm not sure if i should continue work there and ponder abt this for weeks with still no answers. Shall not elaborate further, it will just give more headaches.
So... I look at this week as the final happiness in my life. To do everything I've thought of during my 6 months + 1 week of torture. But sadly... i don think that will happen. With work and everyone being so busy. It will be just another week.
BORED....
Got myself into a rather, hmmm... i don know what situation due to my indecisiveness. I'm not sure if i should continue work there and ponder abt this for weeks with still no answers. Shall not elaborate further, it will just give more headaches.
So... I look at this week as the final happiness in my life. To do everything I've thought of during my 6 months + 1 week of torture. But sadly... i don think that will happen. With work and everyone being so busy. It will be just another week.
BORED....
♥ 1:03 PM
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Things went much worse den the worst I've imagine.
IT* Don't Matter
IT* Don't Matter
♥ 4:15 AM