After waiting for like... 1 month plus for the results of my appeals. I couldn't wait any longer. Therefore i decide to call up the polys to ask for the results. Well, lisi did most of the calling though. We called TP first, they said the appeal was unsucessful, so was the appeal for NYP. We couldn't call through NP.
SUCKS MAN... i mean how long do they expect us to wait when they have already decide to reject our appeals. They made us wait for so long, carrying more hopes that as long as we have not recieve means we have greater chances ( well that's wht i think -.-). Anyway... i mean to say, if they had sent us the letter of rejection earlier maybe we could still try to go and ask again. And not wait till everyone's starting to go school when we have to go and beg them to accept us. ARGH!!!!! Damnit. What the hell...


TP said that if i wanted to get into the sch, i'll have to send a photocopy of my IC and result slip plus a letter of reason why i wanted to get into the course. They will reply at the end of april. Which means we'll have to go sch after everyone else. That's if they were to accept us. -.- So we'll wait for another month hoping again that we could get in.

During this period, i wont dare to do anything else like maybe sign up for private? Or planning wht i can do if i couldn't get in. What i'm trying to say is.. ISN'T THIS WASTING OUR TIME???!!! -.- So right now... i really don know what to do. I'm hoping that couldn't call through NP is a hope and not another disappointment.

Right now my mum's blaming me that i didn't repay the god or for not studying harder. Fine.. my fault. Who ask me to be so dumb. Thinking i'm so pro, choosing courses cut off points which is way lower den my aggregate.. Yap.. I BZLL. I deserve it.. FINE! I'm regreting it now ok... -.-


I'm prepared for the worst. I'll have to wait another year if i couldn't get in poly. Cause i'm too poor to go for private. Poor man's life.. T_T
Tomorrow i'll go repay the god. Maybe it's too late but better den never. Lisi asked me, '' u believe in such things ar?'' haha.. Right now, even if i have to kiss the legs of the gods to get into poly. I may do it. Haha.. desperate people go for desperate means. haha..

Haiz... my maple companion have gone for his 4 days 3 night camp. So i'll have to train by myself. I'll chiong till lvl 70. T_T... So LONELY!! Miss Lonely... When sch starts, i guess it will be the end of.... Whatever our relationship is. Don think we'll still communicate that often. -,-... i don know wat else to say abt this..

ByeZ.....

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