Today, SP and NP called. They asked if i wanted to get into...

SP: Mechinical Engineeing, and Civil & Structure Management
NP: Electrical Engineering

These 3 courses. Hmm.. i rejected them. I'm so not interested in these courses. I asked if there's any other courses available, they said that's all. Haiz..

I told Lisi abt it, she said i should have accepted the course. Well.. i know that she just wanted me to get into at least a course so i wont have to waste a yr AND so that her and i could be in the same school. -.-
Lionel also says that i should have accepted the courses and transfer the next yr.

Did i made the wrong decision? I mean... i should have taken the course? I didn't reject the courses because LJ did the same thing as well. (maybe i did think that i have a companion that's y it's ok) It's because i think, Y waste a yr or 3 yrs studying a course that i'm not interested, and curse and swear after joining it. I think it is better to waste a yr and earn money. Well.. it's that better way out. Isn't it?

Lisi kept apologising to me for indirectly causing this situation. Haiz.. don blame urself. I'm the one who's chosed these..way too low courses. No one could have forced me to choose it. I made this choice, therefore i should bare it's consequence. So stop saying sorry. Everytime u say that, i start to feel sorry for myself. I'll start to think abt going to school later den everyone else. When everyones is in yr 2, when i'm still a freshman. I'm no different from Normal. It will make me wanna cry.

Anyway, don say i made the wrong choice. Otherwise i will start regreting again... How i wished i got into the course i wanted, went orientation like everyone else(eventhough it really sucked), get to go school with my friends, taking the same bus to and fro. Using my newly bought Crumpler bag and making new friends. As well as complaining abt how shitty my new classmates are. The bitch, the bastards.. Lol
Therefore guys.. don complain anymore. Appreciate the things u got. Duh

So right now, i guess i gonna find a full-time job. I'm not sure if i wan to appeal for courses at TP in aug or wait for the next JAE to get into Horticulture. Anyway there's still a long way before that. I'll think abt it some time later.

♥ 11:21 PM