I'm so addicted to the Mars Vs Venus series show.
One moment u'll feel really sweet, looking at how loving the married couple are.
And the next, u'll see a marriage at the verge of divorcing.

They say, those that could hurt u most are those close to you. Because they know wat's ur weak points.


Zzz... Time to start sleeping early.


How is it that just a few sentences is able to make me feel this way. Sigh

♥ 3:39 AM

I'm bored stiffed.
I do nothing but watch all kinds of online shows.
Whatever kind. And everyday is different. haha

Otherwise, I'll be playing MSN hexic. I must say, I'm a pro at it! Hahaha... The highest score in my list. Though there's only a few competitors. -.-... Still highest!
And of course, I'm willing to accept any challenge. That is if u can beat me. Wahahaha


Haiz... Am i gonna just spend my entire holiday this way?

Is it only me, or everyone's doing the same as me?

♥ 3:19 AM

It's the end or the week... And end of my exams, which was some time ago.

So it's holiday for me. But sadly, for me and Stupid guy, is that he got to go for his attachment. So he cant enjoy with me. And i got no one to enjoy with. Haiz... We could do so much together.


I got super irritated over the clubbing thing. Yet i couldn't figure out why. Just the thought of it makes me boil inside. Sigh... But there's no reason to do so. I mean... It seriously isn't even a problem in the first place. Anyone able to enlighten me?
I really wonder what happened there. Maybe this is why i got pissed. Should have hired some private investigators to video everything. hahaha
-.-

Friends are also difficult to maintain. Just when u fall back a little, or no longer on the same track with them. The feeling changes. And wouldn't return.

Haiz... And i enjoy making people feel bad or guilty. Anyone share the same interest?
....
I'm sick. Must be watching too much of those kind of shows.


I'm feeling low...
And losing purpose in life.

♥ 2:01 AM

Having Entomology and Pathology tomorrow and Biochem(killer) the following day.
Haiz... Total sian-ness...

Can't wait for it to be over, in a blink of an eye.
Without having to REPEAT the same module next sam.

Worse of all... Stupid guy's birthday is tomorrow. Zzz
Y?!


Some guys are just super jerk ass. Super duper with a disgusting face. Lucky thing i was never in good terms with him. HA! Dating a little girl? Waha... Prepare to be dumped soon!! Cause u can forget abt being able to marry her. It never happens.
Seriously... Is it really possible? Maybe it is...
Nvm...


Better concentrate in studying. Zzz

♥ 5:02 PM

It's national day. I remembered the first time Stupid guy and me chat was 2005! national day.
Where we NEVER chat or exchange a single word with each other before, den
He ask me at MSN: Never go for the NDP?
Since den we started chatting.
Shall stop here... Not gonna disclose too much stuff to u guys. Hahahaha!
Don tell me u don care. -.-

Anyway, just something to talk abt,

When for the HLM day last Friday. Won't have went if we didn't have to pass up the insect thing.
So there was this ppt and prize giving.
I hate prize giving... Why? Cause I'll never get to receive anything. Instead, I'll just be at the corner, clapping for the ppl who's getting a prize. Zzz
I know i know... Jealousy. Haha...
And i know i know... Cause i didn't put in any effort in studying or have the brains. I know..
Just feeling jealous.

So Jane said that she have already received the money in her bank. And den i thought... Why is it that she received money and yet for me, the school took 90 bucks from my account. -.-



Then yesterday, Ebellia said something abt a girl posted a secret in sgsecrets abt hating girls complaining abt them being fat when she's 83? And she said i should complain abt myself.
Well... I complain abt me being fat cause u guys always say I'm skinny. But in actual fact, i ain't that skinny. There's some not obvious areas of me that's huge. (I see u sniggering!)
haha... So anyway, i didn't mean to wan hear compliments or whatsoever. And i am really getting fatter. Haiz... And i know once again, that i'm not putting in effort.

I'm starting to hate skinny jeans!! I'm gonna buy skirt from now on!

♥ 9:01 PM

I don feel right.
Seems like there's something bothering me. But i cant figure out wat is it.
Friends?
School?
Family?
Boyfriend?
Or cause i have to go all the way back to far east to change the jeans?

Haiz... Sian 1/2.

Exam coming. Wanna shop... Oh.. I realise cant make my own decision. WTH. Something is seriously wrong with me. Went to shop just now. I couldn't make up my mind. It's only when my friends say, that's better, or buy now, Den I'll do it. Why? I totally believed whatever they say(not that their wrong or wat, instead i think their right) But it's like i didn't have a mind of my own!
Zzz...

Brain block... Blog next time.

♥ 1:10 AM